Trying to Believe Him

   I am on my bed, it's 10.50 pm and Naff's Akhirnya Kumenemukanmu is playing. 

"akhirnya ku menemukanmu 

saat hati ini mulai meragu 

akhirnya ku menemukanmu 

saat raga ini ingin berlabuh
ku berharap engkau lah

jawaban sgala risau hatiku

dan biarkan diriku 

mencintaimu hingga ujung usiaku"

   I think the lyrics reflect my feelings about him. I sent a message containing the lyrics to him, and then he replied, "You finally find me, now we have to try to keep this relationship ...". I know, but I think it would be very difficult. I know, I have to trust him. But, a lot of the things that makes my faith disappear. I'll try, I'll try, and I will always try to trust someone who used to be a player (him) ... And all I need now is proof of his affection.. Proof of his affection which would make me stick with him as long as God allows.